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Thursday, 15 September 2005

New profile picture updated & friendster profile oso updated.Not so good with my look, still got little bruise at my eye there.Back to my work, so far so good.All project in hand going smooth.Normal with Junee, everything seems too normal.Nothing much to say.Please those who visit, get ur lazy ass to drop me a comment.Damn boring if no comment to read, where's all my xanga frends huh?

Thursday, 08 September 2005

I couldn't fall asleep last night.I went to bed at 2am.For the longest time,i would stay awake, looking at the ceiling.On occassion i would fall asleep,but then i would awake perhaps 30 minutes later and the same cycle of lying awake for unknown periods of time would ensue.It wasn't as though i just had a simple case of insomnia.I laid awake thinking about many things. Mostly just my life,my work,my dear and how i had turned out.Actually,i just focused on all the bad experiences in life and how it turned me into the person that i am today.

Sunday, 28 August 2005

Is already 4 days i in Kuantan, working out for the current company project.Then let's talk about my lifestyle here:

Everyday juz need wake up at 10 to have breakfast with dad b4 going to work.And about my work is something like pr and i always need entertain my client, drink with them, chat with them and usually i will having lunch with them too.Then most of the time after lunch i will go home for a rest, watch tv, take a sit or playing games with my fat cousin.Around 4 something i will go to the exhibition organize by my company(is outdoor,damn hot)I will stay there for sometimes to survey and see if the exhibitor got any request.And still the same job need entertain them and sometimes playing card with them oso.At last my daily works finish, i will reach home around 6 something, after finish bath i will walk to my uncle hse (very nearby) to look for my 2 yrs old cousin (he is damn cute)Then play with those small kidz and thatz my entertainment at nite in Kuantan.Then nitez comes,most of the time i need work online (football website) Juz depends is there any football match on that nite.Yea i miss something, i can chat with my dear dear junee at nite too (another entertainment)Then if i got work at nite, i will sleep around 5.If no work nite, i will usually sleep around 1 something.So alot of my frendz asking me the same question "How'a ya day doing in kUanta?"Then thatz my life here man, yea i looks like little busy but i really enjoy it here.Work can make someone forget wut is bored,hehe.But those day will end very soon after the current project.I wanna quit working here, don't ever ask me the reason.I juz feel that i can control everything, do everything as i like in my current company here.But thatz not wut i want, i wanna learn more.My plan:Finish currrent project take some cash, then back to Kl home and look for any new events company in Kl.I don't expect it is a big company,but the most important i can learn more things there.But i know that is not very easy to get it, hope that with my connection i can find it la.Yea one more news, my familly all wanna move back to Kuantan.I need to pay instalment for my parents hse in Kl as rental.Whoah man my expenses will grow higher, more stress man.Maybe later will rent out 2 room(only for clean frends i think)So thatz all for tonite first.Sorry for make it too long :p

Tuesday, 23 August 2005

I am now back to Kuantan and i will stay here at least 3 weeks for an event project.I always tell everyone i love staying here, but the truth is the silent here really make me feel bored.But wut to do,career comes first.Just wondering wut my friends and my dear junee doing now at kl, but even i in kl i oso seldom go out from my house.Tomorrow i need start working.Everything seems ok when got back the events job.I feel happy and worry at the same times, can i really handle this project only by myself ??Hope it will work out, i wanna become more and more hardworking ( no more lazy nick like those day)